In search of Myself

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lwjt fNi x;k rks fnu esa jkr gqbZA

dqN glhu [okc bu vk¡¡[k esa Hkh vkrs Fks]

tc vki g¡lrs Fks vkSj ‘kekZrs Fks]

oks tekuk nqckjk dc vk;sxk]

vc rks blh bUrtkj esa fnu xqtj tkrs gSA

nnsZ fny rks gS vc Hkh] t[e Hkh gjk gS]

iFkjk;h vk¡[kks esa v’d Hkjk gS]

fnu gksrs gS jkr xqtj tkrh gS] bu yEgksa esa]

vki ykSV ds vkvksxs fny blh bUrtkj esa iM+k gSA

cgqr lqgkuh lh eqykdkr Fkh gekjh]

cgqr I;kjh Fkh ckr rqEgkjh]

le>krs jgs bl fny dks fQj Hkh]

Hkqy u ik;s mu yEgksa dks dHkh ge]

ftuesa dSn Fkh dk;ukr gekjhA

pksV djrs tkvks fd t[eksa es deh u vk,]

nwj brus gks tkvks fd vk¡[kksa dh ueh u tk,]

gesa bruk lrkvks dh rqEgkjh csjgeh u tk,]

f’kdos brus djks fd xyrQgeh u tk,A

cjckn gks tk, blh reUuk esa ge]

fd dHkh vkckn rks gksaxs]

ekSr dks Hkh yxk, [kq’kh ls xys ,d fnu]

fd ml fnu bl csjge ftUnxh ls vktkn rks gksaxsA

uk oQk dh rqeus uk csoQkbZ dh]

I;kj geusa fd;k cl rqeus :LokbZ dh]

ge dSls le>k, vius fny dks]

ftls ,d yEgk Hkh Hkqyk;k u geusa]

mlh us ;s yEch tqnkbZ dhA

cnuke gks tkm¡xk ,d fnu bruk]

fd yksx eq>s dksbZ uke u nsaxs]

vki Hkh ;s le> ysuk rc]

bl cs:[kh dk Qfj’rs vkidks buke u nsaxsA

ftLe tysxk ;s esjh :g Hkh ty Tkk,xh]

reUuk bruh d:¡xk vkidh] fd ;s lk¡ls Fke tk,¡xh]

u ej tkm¡ vkidks feyus ls igys] blfy, ,d fnu vki Hkh vk,¡xhA

gj yEgsa ij uke fy[k fn;k rqEgkjk fd rqe esjs lkFk jgks]

nwj gks pkgs fdruk Hkh ij esjh ;knksa esa fnu jkr jgksA

vc rks [kqu gh [kqu gS vkSj [kqu dk jax yky gS]

vk¡[kks esa vk;k ygq vkSj gksBksa is loky gS]

vki dks ik u lds fny esa ;s eyky gS]

[okfg’ksa ftudh fny esa fy, fQjrs Fks]

oks rks cgqr nqj gS gels] ikl esjs muds nnZ dk teky gSA

fQØ mudh D;ksa djs bruh tks csfQØh ls lks x;s]

dSls [kq’k jgsa vc ge tks vki xesa fny esa ‘kjhd gks x;s]

bruk [kqclwjr oks iy Fkk tc vki gekjs djhc Fks]

ij vkt eq>s xSj crkdj nqj gels gks x;sA

fny ds nnZ us ;s ‘kk;jh dh gS]

fy[k jgk gw¡ blfy, fd vkils ;kjh dh gS]

eq>s vki u feys rks D;k gqvk]

geus Hkh jks’ku , leka esa tyus dh rS;kjh dh gSA

bruh gh buk;r bruk gh dje dj nks ge ij]

,s [kqnk fd lHkh tTcs gks tk,a nQu]

bu tTckrksa dk cks> mBkuk vklku ugh A

oks laxfny bruk dkfry gksxk ;s lkspk u Fkk]

feysaxs xe [kq’kh ls igys ;s gekjk gkfly u Fkk]

ij D;k djsa ge ;gk¡ [kqn dks le>kdj]

;s rks gksuk gh Fkk eS bruk [kq’kfdLer u FkkA

:g dSn jgs bl ftLe esa vkSj ;s fny]

fd tc rd ty u tk, vjeka lkjs]

rc rd ftUnk jgsa ;s ge vkSj rqe]

tc rd feV u tk,a vkf’kd lkjsA

vkleka dks teha ij ykus pyk Fkk eS]

ohjku ;s [k.Mgj vkckn cukus pyk Fkk EkS]

mtM+ x;h Fkh tks cfLr;ka oks clkus pyk Fkk eS]

rqe ‘keZ’kkj u gks tkvks dgha blfy, [kqn dks vktekus pyk Fkk eSA

,d vtuch dh rjg u [kks tkvksxs dgha]

oknk djks fd eq>s ikvksxs ogha tgka]

NksM+k Fkk eq>dks ;s cksydj dh ,d fnu]

eq>s feyus vkvksxs ;ghaA

fnyd’k Fks oks yEgsa tks lkFk geus xqtkjsa]

[kq’kfdLer Fks ge tc Fks vki lkFk gekjsa]

fudy x;h gksrh tku mlh fnu vxj]

rks ejrs u jkst ;gk¡ vkidh ;knksa ds lgkjsA

ty xbZ vkjtw] cq> xbZ gljrsa]

tukc Qukg gksus pysa Fks ij ugh feyh tUursaA

fdrus fnuksa ls dksbZ iSxke ugh vk;k rqEgkjk]

:g I;klh gS tnZ jsfxLrku dh rjgA

tc eS rUgk gqvk rqe esjs djhc vk x;s]

cSBk tks rqEgkjh rLohj ysdj rks eSus ik;k]

bl Cksclh ds vkbus esa rqe [kqn gh dSn gks x;sA

bl [kfyl ls dksbZ f’kdk;r u Fkh tks vxj]

,d fu’kkuh esjs lkFk gksrh] ftUnxh ek;ql gks tkrh

fQj Hkh u jksrh] ij bl xqukg dh ltk ,slh tks ejus

okys dks Hkh u feysa] ftUnxh ,d dtZ cu x;h ftls ge ckmez pqdkrs jgsA

;s FkksM+h lh teha ;s FkksM+k lk vkleka dkQh gS]

;s NksVh lh Nr ;s NksVk lk vkf’k;ka dkQh gS]

fny cgy tk, rsjh vkjtw ls]

eq> ij ;s rsjk ,glku dkQh gSA

teha vkidh vkleka vkidk]

egfQy vkidh] leka vkidk]

vkids vkus ls jaxhu gS egfQysa]

eaftys vkidh dkjoka vkidkA

lcus feUursa dh mu xtyksa dks lqukus dh]

ij geusa oks xtysa fy[kh cl mUgsa lqukus ds fy,A